New Mexico music writer discovers emotional pathway to trauma healing and the blueprint of unconditional love with self.
Fluent in the suppresive environmental struggle of independent musicians, who also have a story to tell.
I began writing one year ago, with intent to draw public interest to a low-density downtown area with several music venues cluttered about.
I failed. Odd to me then, I gained an unexpected target audience: musicians who received some sort of positive feedback loop of energy from my creative narration that said to them “oh wow, this person is taking a vested interest in my music and they can see what I’m struggling so hard to accomplish.” Most of whom were operating in a feedback vacuum, simply allowing empty venues to speak the loudest critique of all. What I discovered was a cure for human attachment (of any variety) and the deep dive into the human psyche to illustrate to others how it all works. Yup, you guessed it:
Through the power of music.
1. I have severed the tethers of my imposter ascension balloon and it’s time for me to get to work. To tell my story in tandem with the stories of music and the artists bold enough to trust me with their albums.
I write exactly how you’d expect a Gen X’er to write about music: I had to be there. Everyone consumes music in their own way and that is quite alright. My method is live and loud, if it’s not loud, hopefully it’s clear. Clarity exudes confidence and pays respect to the artist’s voice; confidence in their own story, not singularly as a public performer. My voice is to take what I feel during their live events and toss everything into a hopper: everything down to the value of shoes on the band members. Pro tip: the more expensive the shoe, the less desirable the music.
2. I need a platform for readers to jet in, read a fascinating piece of human healing through music, then jet out and go do their own thing.
The power of now is infinite, and I am bulldogging that mantra into the dirt with this larger, and more accessible community of readers and writers alike. I write for my own creative freedom now so I ask nothing of the reader. Donate or subscribe as you see fit but more importantly, do not suppress the urge to forward to any human you know who may benefit from such a brutal and upfront outlook on the power of suffering, and the creative ability to share with others in community healing.
3. I am steeped, damn near drowning in emotion, but I am not a musician. I have not studied music; I simply understand the individual elements that tell the whole story.
Then I zoom out and put my findings into a creative piece. I routinely write about music experiences and post, on average, three-ish per month. Those are free to the public, anyone can share, quote, or use with their electronic media package. Artist-to-artist creative writing and feedback to those who inspire me to write remain on the current randomness and unpredictable nature of live music: sometimes it’s there and sometimes it ain’t. I do not loiter and I am no longer a slave to people pleasing.
Subscribers get a weekly uncensored inside view of how I used music to 1) experience unconditional love for the first time in my life and then 2) used that experience to zoom in on the common denominator of astrology, biology, energy loops, human suffering, and the transfer of unconditional love to 3) illustrate to others that if I can zoom in, I can also…zoom out.
Yes, we will get intimate with the quantum conduit of energy that both produces and transmits music to others: the human soul. Content will be factual through my personal trauma and healing journey and no one gets to tell me I was wrong about it. I will not be the perp so don’t start no stuff won’t be no stuff.
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5. They always say “the way out is through” but they never tell you how to navigate the waters of “through.” On this platform, I take the gloves off and get to work writing my story.
Healing power through human suffering can be told in any number of mediums; creative, blunt, and wild honest humor in online writing suits me fine for now.